Aug 21, 2012 - 10:17 pm
I would think that since I passed my first three month check-up NED, that I would be a happy camper all the time. But not so. Now I'm mad I got cancer and although I appreciate my family and friends asking me how I'm feeling all the time, I would really rather not have had cancer to begin with and have to talk about it all the time. That is terribly pitiful of me I realize and I'm sorry. So, finally I said something to somebody that was closer to the truth about how I am feeling. She works at the oncologist clinic I went to and she talked to one of the chemo nurses who called me and strongly suggested I take a very low dose anti-depressant for a little while. So I guess I will, it beats being mad all the time.