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scuttlebug11
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today i got the resuts of my scan the tumors have shrunk but nomission the only option i have now is the allo transplant because my bone marrow is destroyfd and i can have no more chemo im sorry i dont get on much anymore but i stay so depressed i hope everyone is ok i am losing my fairh on top of everything else my exhusband said hes taking my daughter while i am away at the hospital hes still mad because he had to start paying child support after 13 years pray for me blessings denise

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anliperez915
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I will Pray for you Denise, I'm really sorry that you have to go through the allo transplant after-all and there is no other option available for you. It's just so heart braking to hear about all of the problems you still have to deal with (ex) after all the stuff that you have been through (some people just don't have a conscious). I wish I could do something for you. Please don't lose your faith Denise, I know its hard but try to think positive that the allo transplant will work for you. I will be keeping you in my prayers!
((((Many Hugs)))

Sincerely,
Liz

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jimwins
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Denise,

I'm sorry you're having such trouble.
I'm keeping you in my thoughts.

Sending you hugs and warm thoughts,

Jim

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COBRA666
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Denise,
Please keep the faith.When we get right down to it most people never realize thats all anybody has. They never think about it until they face something like we are all facing,including myself. We are all here for you. We look at this as a second family and we are here to help one another. BTW: Your Exhusband is a SCUMBAG!!!!!!!!!!!You certainly do not need him or whatever he is. John

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Aaron
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Denise, I'm very sorry that things are going the way they are right now and I sure hope the transplant can get you to a long awaited remission. I'm not a particularly religious person but I do believe in the reality of spirituality ( if that makes any sense ) and i certainly offer all the good thought and feelings I can muster. My 5 yr old daughter is my greatest source of strength as I begin my battle and I sure hope yours will be there for you regardless of the tact your ex is taking. I wish you all the best as you continue to fight the good fight. Aaron

miss maggie
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Joined: Mar 2010

Dear Denise,

First, put you ex husband on the back burner. Let him rave on and on. The good news,
he's at least taking his own daughter. He should be joyous spending time with his own
daughter. Should everyone in the room get up and shout, what a great dad?????

Most important, I am sorry you might have to do the Allo transplant. Does that eliminate
Rituxan also??? I was told, Rituxan is considered chemo also???

Depressed, who can blame you? If you are not taking any medication for depression,
request medication asap.

Please don't give up now. There just might be hope around the corner. I will pray
for you so hard, and send positive energy your way.

Love and hugs Maggie

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onlytoday
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Denise,

Boy you have really been through some stuff ! I am so sorry for your pain. Read the other posts and I agree whole_-heartedly that it would be best to put the EX and his issues and anger to the side. I'm sure that's easier said than done, but at least you child will be taken care of while you take care of YOU.

Faith: Fragile thing at times. But as others have pointed out, in the end what else is there really? I am holding you close in my prayers for your peace and a sound treatment plan that you are comfortable with.

Hugs,
Donna

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scuttlebug11
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thank you for all of the support and prayers i know i need my faith more than anything as for the issue of my exhusband it seems to me i would have to be in court for him to try to take custody he has never even took advantage of his visitation he has every other weekend and tuesday evening the only time he has kept her over night is when i've been in the hospital and there was no one else and he never made an effort to take avantage of his tuesday it has been her and me for 13 years i have had a child with me since i was 19 i dont know what i would do if i lost her sometimes i think he likes to keep me stressed outg i will die hoping i will die sooner sorry for going off so much blessings denise

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jimwins
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Hi Denise,

I agree 100+% with Donna. Try to focus on you and getting better and
try to put the other stuff aside for now. The stress is not good for you.

You are stronger than you think you are - you've raised a daughter by
yourself - I don't know if I could have done that. You should be very
proud and I'm sure you're a good mother.

Please give yourself a big hug, Denise. You know we all care about you.

I am Denise, I am Strong ☺ ♥

That song might be a little before your time but you reminded me of it.

Wishing you strength and peace Denise,

Jim

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allmost60
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Joined: Jul 2010

Dear sweet Denise,
I hope you didn't think I forgot about you...just been very busy this week with little spare time to post comments. I am so sorry things are not going in the way you want. If the SCT is what you absolutely HAVE to do, then thats what you do. It sucks we don't always get a choice in the matter, and my heart goes out to you. As far as your X goes....put him out of your mind!!! You have far greater issues to deal with and certainly don't need any added stress from him. Karma's a ***** and what goes around will come around for that man. Please keep posting to the group...with whats ahead of you, we ALL want to be here and see you through it all....I know I do! I'll be on vacation for 2 weeks, but I'll be checking in...you reach out my dear...you have friends here that care! Love you...Sue
(FNHL-2-3A-6/10)

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ThisisLife
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Hi Denise,
Sending you a big hug. I'm sorry to hear the results of your scan.
As for your ex, I agree with the others, you have been a good mother. I don't think he'll have a leg to stand on since he's hardly even been in her life.
Take care of yourself.

Sharlene

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