Jul 22, 2012 - 10:14 pm
Well the visit went way better than I expected. It's always the fear of the unknown. I am so glad that I told her. I also told my cousin who is still battleing rectal cancer. She will be having another surgery on Tuesday. We decided to email each other from the hospital when we are in a less drugged up state. She always makes me smile.
Just finished up a small dinner my daughter made. Little bit of pasta. I wanted to eat more, but if I did, I would really be in discomfort soon. So I just nibbled.
The closer I get to Tuesday the more afraid I become. I guess it's normal to be so afraid. Please be patient with me, I so need you guys right now.