Jul 17, 2012 - 1:59 am
I have been cancelled. After a major meltdown and a long nap, I am able to focus a little better.
This is what I was told.
Our hospital is connected to the cancer center. Both have operating rooms. The cancer center o.r.'s are used by cancer patients and kids from the children's hospital next door.
My hubby talked with the onc who is livid. She feels that I should not have been bumped. That scares me a little.. Anyway, she is going to try and get me back on the next asap slot. Hopefully on thursday.
My hubby also talked with one of our daughter's. She works at the main hospital inpatient psych unit. So she has the insider scoop. She told him that the "flood" happened last week! and that it was no longer an issue. Maybe that is why the onc is so pissed that I was bumped.
So, now I am back to waiting. Each day is becoming more painful and my belly is like a beach ball. I just want to get this over with. After my initial fear, when told I was having surgery tomorrow, I was able to find some strength and focus. But now I am back to square one. Plus I have to do the prep again! It wasn't to bad, since I am hardly eating anything. But good grief, enough is enough.
Thank you all so very much for your prayers and positive words. They mean so much to me.