Jul 14, 2012 - 3:03 pm
Well, I have had my first reality check and meltdown. I thought I was doing so good at keeping my mind focused on details and everything else.
The quiet of the night is so hard. the brain starts whirling and it hits.
Today we tell our daughters. This is going to be hard. I hate to bring them any type of fear or sadness. As a mom, I should keep all that from them. They don't deserve to have that enter their lives. No one does.
So far today, I feel like I am on the edge of melting into tears at any given second. I hate to feel so fragile.
I am turning to you guys, as your words hold me up.