Jul 09, 2012 - 11:55 pm
Hi - been posting here on and off for a number of years, when my wife was ill and after she died, two years this July 29th.
Not sure if this is where to post this but can't think of any other venue at the moment. I was married for 32 years before I lost my wife. She was ill for almost 3 years before she died of her cancer (colon).
I am going to marry a very nice woman in a very short period of time. We met after my wife died, I quickly found I don't do well being a single man. The lonliness was more than I could tolerate.
I still miss my wife, always will. I have major decisons to make, to sell our home that she picked out 20 years ago...her finger prints are all over it. When my fiancee and I eat breakfast I think back years ago to the same spot only with my wife and daughter. That is still hard at times.
But I can't live alone. I have to love again, to be loved and share my life with another person. I hope you all understand.
I ask for your prayers and thoughts, pray that I will still be a good father to my 26 year old daughter, a good husband to my new wife, and positive male role model to my fiancess grown children and grandkids.
You are all in my prayers.