Jun 20, 2012 - 2:45 pm
Today, June 20th I lost my precious Mom two years ago to this terrible cancer. It was the hardest day of my life…and even though its been two years, this day hits me like a ton of bricks. She went through so much, not a day goes by that I don’t think about her and all she endured. She is my hero. I was so lucky to have her as my Mom. She always put her kids first and always put herself last. What an amazing woman she was, so fun, so sweet, so caring of everyone…how lucky I am to be able to say that she was my Mom. What an honor it is to be your daughter, Mom. I will always be so grateful for every second God gave me with you. I thank you God for helping me to be strong to help her and to be there with her until the end. Her last hours were so peaceful…so precious, I didn’t want to let her go and held on so tight. I talked to her and told her that I knew her body had enough, she fought so hard…and that I would try to find a way to make it without her and not to worry…her Mom was waiting for her…she was so peaceful as I was holding her when she took her last breath, no noise, just peace…she took part of me with her to heaven.
I will always be your daughter Mom and you will always be my Mother even though you’re in heaven now. I owe you my life, Mom, you made me the woman I am today. I can never thank you enough. I just wish I could’ve done more for you, I wish I could’ve save you. I’m so sorry you had to lose your life and leave us so soon. I will never understand. If only I had one more moment with you. Until we meet again, Mom, I love you and will cherish you for as long as I live...your baby girl.
"Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you, I’m always asking why this crazy world had to lose such a beautiful life…gone too soon." Chris Daughtry "Gone Too Soon"