Little bump in the road, I guess?

jamiegww
jamiegww Member Posts: 384
edited June 2012 in Breast Cancer #1
I had a CT scan in March which showed a 7mm nodule in my right lung so the CT scan was repeated this past Monday. I got the results today and the nodule has increased to 13mm. I will get a PET scan and biopsy sometime between now and my next onc appt. in two weeks. So far I am remarkably calm and, well, maybe it will turn out to be nothing??? I'm not in denial am I? This won't necessarily mean I'm stage 4 will it? Thank you all for being here for me because I haven't told anyone else what's going on.

HUGS!!!
Jamie

My PET scan is scheduled for 4:30 Monday afternoon. I'm getting nervous but I think mostly because I have to go to Fort Worth for the scan. I get so turned around that I never know if I need to go East or West or North or South! I usually make the wrong choice. I think I was supposed to get a biopsy also before I see my onc but they had to wait so long for my insurance to approve the PET that I don't know what to expect now. I hope they don't make me wait another week or two. I did tell my husband what is going on because I might need him to go with me for the biopsy. I really hope I can handle it myself because he worries about taking off from work. Thank you all for the thoughts and prayers.
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  • SIROD
    SIROD Member Posts: 2,194 Member
    Not Wanting An Answer!
    Hi Jamie,

    A lot of scans show things that are sometimes "absolutely nothing", or it can be an inflammatory nodule and of course it can be what no one ever wants to think it is. I remember jumping through the hoops 4 years ago and for me it was.

    One nodule isn't bad, if it is cancer. Of course, it's one to many too. Mine was widespread in both right and left lungs, the lining surrounding the lungs along with an effusion. My thoracic surgeon who did the VATS (video assisted thoracic surgery) for the biopsy stated I was studded with tumors in his surgical notes. Here I am 4 years later and still going strong.

    When breast cancer cells move out of the breast in to another place such as bones, brain, liver, lungs and any place further than the adjacent lymph nodes, it is considered stage IV. I believe you already know this, but like us all, don't want to know that answer.

    I will be sending you positive vibe for your next appointment with hopes it's just inflammation. If you have any questions, please ask me.

    Wishing you the best with the PET scan and biopsy,

    Doris
  • MAJW
    MAJW Member Posts: 2,510 Member
    SIROD said:

    Not Wanting An Answer!
    Hi Jamie,

    A lot of scans show things that are sometimes "absolutely nothing", or it can be an inflammatory nodule and of course it can be what no one ever wants to think it is. I remember jumping through the hoops 4 years ago and for me it was.

    One nodule isn't bad, if it is cancer. Of course, it's one to many too. Mine was widespread in both right and left lungs, the lining surrounding the lungs along with an effusion. My thoracic surgeon who did the VATS (video assisted thoracic surgery) for the biopsy stated I was studded with tumors in his surgical notes. Here I am 4 years later and still going strong.

    When breast cancer cells move out of the breast in to another place such as bones, brain, liver, lungs and any place further than the adjacent lymph nodes, it is considered stage IV. I believe you already know this, but like us all, don't want to know that answer.

    I will be sending you positive vibe for your next appointment with hopes it's just inflammation. If you have any questions, please ask me.

    Wishing you the best with the PET scan and biopsy,

    Doris

    Jamie....
    Here's hoping it's nothing....please keep us posted..we care

    Sending hugs and prayers,
    Nancy
  • MsGebby
    MsGebby Member Posts: 659
    Keeping you in my prayers.
    Keeping you in my prayers. Please keep us posted on this. I am pretty much going down this same road. So your notes and posts on what happens are of great interest to me.

    Just keep the sun shining over your shoulders. Smile and smell the roses. I am sending positive thoughts and soft hugs.

    Mary
  • Ritzy
    Ritzy Member Posts: 4,381 Member
    MAJW said:

    Jamie....
    Here's hoping it's nothing....please keep us posted..we care

    Sending hugs and prayers,
    Nancy

    Keeping you in my prayers
    Keeping you in my prayers Jamie...


    Sue :)
  • missrenee
    missrenee Member Posts: 2,136 Member
    MsGebby said:

    Keeping you in my prayers.
    Keeping you in my prayers. Please keep us posted on this. I am pretty much going down this same road. So your notes and posts on what happens are of great interest to me.

    Just keep the sun shining over your shoulders. Smile and smell the roses. I am sending positive thoughts and soft hugs.

    Mary

    Jamie, I'm sending some positive energy your way
    It's true--you really won't know exactly what it is until further testing is done. I don't have a problem with being in denial--it's just another coping mechanism--in my opinion, better than being curled up in a dark closet. I was just re-diagnosed at Stage IV due to bone mets. There are some days when I just pretend life is unchanged since pre-diagnosis 2 1/2 years ago. And, you know what, sometimes it works. That's not to say I have my head in the sand--I'm currently undergoing recommended treatment.

    Keep the positive thoughts flowing and let us know.

    Hugs, Renee
  • jamiegww
    jamiegww Member Posts: 384
    SIROD said:

    Not Wanting An Answer!
    Hi Jamie,

    A lot of scans show things that are sometimes "absolutely nothing", or it can be an inflammatory nodule and of course it can be what no one ever wants to think it is. I remember jumping through the hoops 4 years ago and for me it was.

    One nodule isn't bad, if it is cancer. Of course, it's one to many too. Mine was widespread in both right and left lungs, the lining surrounding the lungs along with an effusion. My thoracic surgeon who did the VATS (video assisted thoracic surgery) for the biopsy stated I was studded with tumors in his surgical notes. Here I am 4 years later and still going strong.

    When breast cancer cells move out of the breast in to another place such as bones, brain, liver, lungs and any place further than the adjacent lymph nodes, it is considered stage IV. I believe you already know this, but like us all, don't want to know that answer.

    I will be sending you positive vibe for your next appointment with hopes it's just inflammation. If you have any questions, please ask me.

    Wishing you the best with the PET scan and biopsy,

    Doris

    Doris
    I agree, if it's just one nodule, I do feel blessed. I was already told that it might be taken care of with Cyberknife and no chemo but then I will be back to wondering what else is out there. I'm sorry to be complaining at all considering what you have been through. I think I am remarkably calm considering for two and a half years I have been waiting for something to come up and now that something has come up, I can stop waiting. Does that make sense?
    I really hope that one tiny nodule doesn't throw me into stage IV but if it does, I know I'm in good company. Thanks for careing!

    HUGS Always!
    Jamie
  • jamiegww
    jamiegww Member Posts: 384
    MsGebby said:

    Keeping you in my prayers.
    Keeping you in my prayers. Please keep us posted on this. I am pretty much going down this same road. So your notes and posts on what happens are of great interest to me.

    Just keep the sun shining over your shoulders. Smile and smell the roses. I am sending positive thoughts and soft hugs.

    Mary

    Mary
    It was difficult for me to read your posts because I felt like we were going down the same road. The three months between scans I tried really hard to not think about it but the closer I got to the repeat scan, the harder it got to forget about it. I went through so many senarios in my head that I thought I was prepared for anything.

    I will be keeping up with your results.

    HUGS!!!
    Jamie
  • New Flower
    New Flower Member Posts: 4,294
    jamiegww said:

    Mary
    It was difficult for me to read your posts because I felt like we were going down the same road. The three months between scans I tried really hard to not think about it but the closer I got to the repeat scan, the harder it got to forget about it. I went through so many senarios in my head that I thought I was prepared for anything.

    I will be keeping up with your results.

    HUGS!!!
    Jamie

    Jamie sending positive thoughts
    Jamie
    Sending positive thoughts and big hug
    New Flower
  • gagee
    gagee Member Posts: 332
    Prayers and thoughts....
    coming your way. The wait is the worst. Hope all the prayers and positive thoughts will help you.

    Diana
  • DebbyM
    DebbyM Member Posts: 3,289 Member
    jamiegww said:

    Doris
    I agree, if it's just one nodule, I do feel blessed. I was already told that it might be taken care of with Cyberknife and no chemo but then I will be back to wondering what else is out there. I'm sorry to be complaining at all considering what you have been through. I think I am remarkably calm considering for two and a half years I have been waiting for something to come up and now that something has come up, I can stop waiting. Does that make sense?
    I really hope that one tiny nodule doesn't throw me into stage IV but if it does, I know I'm in good company. Thanks for careing!

    HUGS Always!
    Jamie

    I am praying that this will
    I am praying that this will not be cancer Jamie. Please update us with any news.


    Hugs, Debby
  • aisling8
    aisling8 Member Posts: 1,627 Member
    gagee said:

    Prayers and thoughts....
    coming your way. The wait is the worst. Hope all the prayers and positive thoughts will help you.

    Diana

    Waiting
    with you.

    xoxo
    Victoria
  • eihtak
    eihtak Member Posts: 1,473 Member
    We are with you
    We'll be here to share your news with whatever it is...praying for the best!
  • SIROD
    SIROD Member Posts: 2,194 Member
    jamiegww said:

    Doris
    I agree, if it's just one nodule, I do feel blessed. I was already told that it might be taken care of with Cyberknife and no chemo but then I will be back to wondering what else is out there. I'm sorry to be complaining at all considering what you have been through. I think I am remarkably calm considering for two and a half years I have been waiting for something to come up and now that something has come up, I can stop waiting. Does that make sense?
    I really hope that one tiny nodule doesn't throw me into stage IV but if it does, I know I'm in good company. Thanks for careing!

    HUGS Always!
    Jamie

    Experience Is The Same For All!

    Dear Jamie,

    We always think we are prepared. Even after all these years for me (going on 18 years since diagnose in August) I find that the same emotions surface with some new bump in the road that I didn't expect.

    Cyberknife sounds great!

    Please don't apologize. It doesn't matter if it's one or 90 tumors, we don't want any of those horrors. The whole process of the experience is the same for everyone going through another round of this awful disease.

    I was very calm in 2008 too. My oncologist showed me the CT & PET scans together on what I called the plastic woman on the computer screen. I could see the lungs were totally lighted up. I remember thinking, you should be falling apart instead of being intrigued with this new technology. I remained pretty calm most of the time since, but some new bump occasionally sends me off that track.

    We are all here for you,

    A gentle hug to you.

    Doris
  • salls41
    salls41 Member Posts: 340
    Positive thoughts
    Sending positive thoughts your way!
    Sandy
  • jamiegww
    jamiegww Member Posts: 384
    salls41 said:

    Positive thoughts
    Sending positive thoughts your way!
    Sandy

    Sandy
    I'm sending positive thoughts to you too. I hope you are healing well. I've been sitting by the phone all morning hoping someone will call with appointments info but just realized........this is Friday. I'm going to try to separate myself from the phone but will definitely resume first thing Monday morning.

    HUGS!!!
    Jamie
  • mom62
    mom62 Member Posts: 604 Member
    Sharing
    Glad you feel comfortable here to share. I hope it's nothing and sending positive vibes your way. I'm stage 4 have been for three years now. Good luck with all the testing.
    Positivity, you can't be in denial if you don't know what it is yet.

    Terry
  • jnl
    jnl Member Posts: 3,869 Member

    Jamie sending positive thoughts
    Jamie
    Sending positive thoughts and big hug
    New Flower

    Lots of positive thoughts,
    Lots of positive thoughts, prayers and hugs!


    Leeza
  • Alexis F
    Alexis F Member Posts: 3,598
    aisling8 said:

    Waiting
    with you.

    xoxo
    Victoria

    We are here, all praying for
    We are here, all praying for you Jamie.


    Hugs, Lex
  • DianeBC
    DianeBC Member Posts: 3,881 Member
    salls41 said:

    Positive thoughts
    Sending positive thoughts your way!
    Sandy

    Hugs and lots of prayers!

    Hugs and lots of prayers!
  • Frankie Shannon
    Frankie Shannon Member Posts: 457
    Sending you positive
    Sending you positive thoughts that it is nothing Live,Laugh and Love coming your way and a big Hug for you
    Hugs Frankie