I am new here. I had all my cancer treatments in the Summer of 2002 everything has been downhill since then.
I have severe neck and jaw pain that no DR listens to. I have severe trismus and I have vocal chord paralis and because of that I have a trach tube.
I have a horrible voice that people cannot understand, i can barely eat food, my teeth are in bad shape.
I just do not know what to do anymore, I am very depressed and do a lot of drinking because of it. I feel like noone else in the world is going thru what I am.
Having no voice and not being able to open jaw or eat, or really kiss someone just sucks!!!!