Cancer Survivors Network

Well I have been a way for a little while, but I am back. It has been a little bumpy for my husband lately. So when I last left off we had found out it was in his lungs. Well on June 4 he will have another scan to see if the third line of chemo is or is not working. The last one they had him on Taxotere did nothing at all. That chemo didn't work for him. The lessions in the liver got bigger, and the lungs too. The loaded question "Well how long do I have" came up and it is always so comforting to hear a Dr. say "well you could drop over in the parking lot" " So I really don't know due to your age, and general well being". Since he has it in his lungs he could end up with a blood clot, and then lights out. Oh joy. I have felt like I am going crazy lately worrying about him 24 7. I know I have no control over what happens to him, but what if he is home with my daughter and something happens to him? I know I am worry about things that are not in my control but I can't help it. Please share your thoughts. I hope all is well with the rest of you guys and gals.