Apr 14, 2012 - 11:57 pm
I had genetic testing done to see if I had the Von Hippel Lindau gene, my urologist swore that is why I got kidney cancer at 28. Well guess what, I dont have the gene. So what the Eff does that mean? Why did I get kidney cancer at 28? Did I do something, eat something, breath something? If just doesn't make sense. I wanted closure and thought for sure I was going to have it. Random occurrence just doesn't cut it for me at the moment. I have to accept it but I just dont know if I can at this point. I have to find a way to not fear life, all I keep thinking is what if I get another cancer. Maybe I should move to organic food, but I love my regular yummy food.