Just completed week 2 of this. Woke up at 7, had to sleep at 10, got up at 11:30, had to sleep again at 1. Woke up at 3:30. WTched some bball, ate dinner and back in bed at 6:00. Woke up at 9:00 and went to bed at 10. Today woke up at 6:00, got up at 7, and then went down at 11:00. Forced myself to stay awake.
Nowngetting ready for adt, and ht. Is it worth it? I would like to die like I lived. I do not want to die a vegetable, that only responds to drugs or radiation.
I am seriously considering quitting this and seeing how it ends. I do not think it can be much worse than this, and what they want to do with me in ten days. I know this sounds negative, but I think we should all say how we go. I definetly am not liking this. If I can not be myself then who am I?