So no one told me I should try to bend down to pick something up. I dropped a chip, thought if I bend slowly I would be able to get it, yeah well didnt occur to me that my legs would give out and I would fall. More so tuck and roll onto the good side of me. Ended up laying there till dad came home to help, like 20 min. Dont think any damage was done. Been feeling okay, always thought if I hurt something I would of felt it. Not the best way to start the day. Then to top it off, I got a tickle in my throat and coughed, now that is pain. Tried to just choke and hold it in for the 5 minute attack. ugh. Wish I didnt have stitches all over.
Only thing different I have noticed before the fall was one of the incisions looks not as closed up as the rest of them. Looks fine but not the same as the others. Everything feels okay for healing. Only really noticeable thing is a slight itch by the belly button stitches. I cant see them cuz they are covered but doesnt itching a bit mean it is healing? Anyone have problems standing back up? Today was rough. Not looking forward to night time, they are usually very restless and long. I cant sleep at all. I nap a lot of the day and lay around. I am definitely going to rest more tmrw because today was lame.
How long did it take for pathology to get the results back to peoples doctor? My surgeon said it looked like cancer, but my follow up isnt until the third, that is a week away. Surgery was on the 19th. Guess I am just super scared to know what grade the cancer is. I just want to know my odds on life. Not a fun feeling at 28 that I already have cancer and cant seem to even get my life going. Guess today has been emotional too. Been in tears most of the day feeling just sad that I could have a short life and feel like I am failing. What if the cells spread to other organs and I am doomed. What if I get cancer again somewhere else? Why would the surgeon postpone the appt so long, is the news bad then or good? It was a 4cm tumor size of a gold ball probably in the early stages but I want answers. Does everyone have such a roller coaster of emotions? Well I am just going to cry myself to sleep, or until I run out of mindless tv about fabulous lives of the rich with not a worry in the world.