Jan 02, 2012 - 2:58 am
In December 2011, I received a phone from my husband and he informed me that he has myeloma or carcinoma or something like that. So, I got off phone and started to read a few things about it. Still not sure if that is what he really has. Then, I saw INCUREABLE and after his 5 heart attacks, diabetes and one of the toughest years with my own health issues. he has it.
Having him is more important then anything to me. I can't breathe just at the thought that this time I will lose him, I just don't know when. How do I breathe? How do I stop crying? How do I exhale when the fear in me is so great that my body actually seems to stop working.
I probably said more then you wanted to hear. Sorry!