I am in bits.
I missed the chance to go and see the consultant today.
I then received a phone call from my sister saying that basically we are at the end of the road with mum , and that they would now only offer palliative care.
My god , I new this was in the post but , but hearing it for real is sick.
I cannot believe this happpening to my mum.I know,why not my mum, but I just cannot get my head around this at the moment.ggg
My mum is being sent home to die , this is not real , my rock , my soul mate, myg woman who has the answer to everything.
Please pray for her , we are going to see if she is eligable for a trial tomorrow, I have looked at the criteria and as she has had steroids I don't think she will fot the criteria,
This is not fair, none of this is fair on any of us , but tonoght I ant to scream. Ggggrrrrrrrrr!
I am petrified after seeing Linda and Nancy go down so quick , I think we don't have long