Dec 16, 2011 - 11:32 pm
I visited this site in July of this year. In everything I read on here I realised all the fancy words and descriptions would not help me. What did help me was the honesty. I appreciate those of you who were honest when I asked what should I expect with a Stage IV diagnosis. I tried so hard to have hope and faith that she would make it out just fine and that she could beat the odds and live for years to come. The sad cold hard truth was it was too far gone. There was nothing anyone could do, not a doctor, family member, Priest, Nun. So I prayed. Some days I would pray for a surgery to go well, others for my mom to be well enough for me to take her out side to see the sunshine. Some days I would pray for strength. In her last hours I would pray for the unthinkable...death. It is a horrible thing to watch your mother at the young age of 51 die but this cancer is an angry devil. So I prayed for GOD to please end her pain and to accept her into Heaven. That was the only prayer answered. Mom passed away on September 11, 2011.