Dec 14, 2011 - 9:32 pm
In Memory of my momma who passed today trying to win a loosing battle with cancer. My mother tried her hardest to hold on. It was 10:00 am and her heartbeat slowed down to 93 and was going lower and lower but I screamed my head off 'mommy please don't die, please don't leave us' and she fought to come back. She suffered so very much my mom, I don't want to write all the details but my god this past year has been horrendous for her. She finally gave up at noon today - I got to see her last breath and hold her hand. She had tears in her eyes even though they were half closed. I love her so much, this is hurting so much, my father is falling apart. I am grateful only that she is in no longer pain and that is it. I want my mommy even though I'm in my 40's I want her back. thank you for listening.