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Mark sent me flowers

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KLScoville
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Joined: Mar 2011

The flowers are a combination of daisy's, carnations, roses. It is a huge bouquet and the card reads:

PLEASE DO NOT FIND THIS UNUSUAL. THESE FLOWERS ARE NOT FROM DICKIE OR MARTY. THESE ARE FROM MARK, TO STILL BRIGHTEN YOUR DAY...

Mark has some real good friends and I am glad to know them. I may of been strong throughout his illness and demise, I am a total train wreck now. I can't stop crying and my eyes are all puffy. I am just so so sad. I know in time this too will pass. But I think this one is going to be a very long time!

Thank you for all the well wishes.
~Kelly

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jimwins
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Joined: Aug 2011

Big warm hugs. I know it hurts and you have every right to be a "train wreck".
I wanted you to have the link I pasted below as I think it could be useful
at some point. I posted it on the Grief and Bereavement board awhile back.

Of course you know you got us here too.

Grief and Bereavment

I think the flowers are beautiful.

All my best,

Jim

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palmyrafan
Posts: 398
Joined: Mar 2011

Please know that you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers and I pray for Peace and God's Blessings.

Teresa

leprechaun2
Posts: 76
Joined: Jul 2011

What a wonderful man! May God bless you as you go through this difficult time.

Noellesmom
Posts: 1315
Joined: Aug 2010

Kelly, I know you are overwhelmed by everything that has gone on and is still going on. Wish I could give you a big hug and remind you that you are not alone - we are all here for you.

Don't worry about how much you cry, not yet. You still have grieving to do and it's best to get started on it now.

You are in my thoughts and prayers, Kelly.

Hugs.

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karenbeth
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Joined: Sep 2010

Kelly,

I haven't been on this site for a while and just saw all your posts about Mark's last days. I know that even when death is expected the grief and shock are still overwhelming. Let yourself be a train wreck right now, and let your family and friends hold you up. There is nothing I can say to make you feel better, just know I'm thinking of you.

Karen

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angelsbaby
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Joined: May 2008

Its been 2 and half years and i miss him so much i still cry for him so for me it is a long time and thats ok

take care thinking of u

michelle

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