Oct 19, 2011 - 6:23 pm
I have been going through chemo for 16 months. The last 10 months I have been on Avastin for maintenance. The last CT I had was on March 31st, and it was clear! Now, in a couple weeks I will have another one to determine my cancer! I am scared! I have lots of side affects with all my chemos....now, my emotions are getting in the way and my attitude is fading......I don't take any anti-depressants, wanted to wait to see what the CT says. Before I was active and now I am like lazy and worried. I like people around...then, I don't think of my cancer so much. I pray alot....I just don't know what to do....my doctors know s all this....next week is my last chemo ( in phase 2 ) My doctor says I have a good prognosis, but I know how this disease works. Maybe I should listen more to the doctor and read less on the internet! I walk....my appetite is less, I think just nerves!