I'm new to this group and wanted to introduce myself. My partner Jeff was diagnosed with Stage II Hodgkins lymphoma in May 2011. He will have chemo treatment #10 (out of 12- so almost done with chemo the on to radiation) tomorrow and we are both getting tired of the chemo routine. Before the diagnosis, he was always very healthy and I know the chemo side effects are wearing him down. Fortunately he is still able to work full time (mostly). Sometimes he just gets so angry with me. I feel like I am letting him down when he needs me the most. I realize it is probably anger at the whole cancer situation, but it's hard to not take it personally. From reading previous posts, I see that anger directed at caregivers is a common theme. I have got a lot of great information from the lymphoma boards, but am really glad to find this wonderful group of caregivers.