Sep 28, 2011 - 12:16 pm
I will be sitting, just relaxing and then I will feel a tweak in my groin or just anywhere. It's like an alarm goes off and my mind just goes there, what is it, is it cancer is it lurking, did someone miss it. Am I going to die? It it everywhere?
I am living my life, I'm happy, but that alarm goes off, my heart starts to race and for that moment I'm back there, in that ugly place, and then I move on.
I guess with time these feelings will fade.