Sep 13, 2011 - 5:04 pm
Usually, I do a pretty good job of hiding the fact that I am miserable 98% of the time. The other 2% I'm either sleeping or all the way in the bag. But today I can't. I can't hide the fact that I am miserable and the one person who would truly notice isn't here.
Yes, he would b!tch at me, but still he would notice and I would tell him what's wrong and we would move on.
Went to see him on Sunday (my how I truly dislike that date). There is so much about him that I miss.
As much "fun" as I'm having trying to reinvent myself . . . . again . . . . I just wish the life that I had imagined one year ago was still available to me.
The first thing I fell in love with was his voice and that was the first thing taken away from me. I would take him silent but here just to see his gorgeous blue eyes again.