Aug 25, 2011 - 5:42 am
its been 1 year and 1 month since i ve had my hyroid surgery anf from then on i have been only on my thyroid supplements. i am not having any tablets other than thyroxin and i have krimson - 35 ( contraceptive pills ) to regularise my periods.
i feel depressed, sad and lonely most of the time. i feel irritable at life and things around me as i feel i have none to understand wat i feel or go through. form eveyone around me i am just a girl who is out of cancer and its been a year but they have no idea wat goes inside my head or body. i once told my husband tat i could feel something moving inside my body from one place to another and he made fun of me. i am not making this up. but i did feel tat day some feeling of something moving from my head to toe.
and when i talk to him about anti-depressants he is sayin i dont need it and i am behaving like an idiot. he is sayin i look fine and its all in my mind. i feel so lost at times. he talks to me about how much he cannot let go off his life for my sake. i feel miserable thinking y i am with someone at all. maybe life would have been easier for me if i was single. i wont have the constant feeling im a burden.
do i need to have anti - depressants ?