Aug 16, 2011 - 8:34 am
I woke up this morning with my stomach in knots! All of a sudden I am scared to death! I report to MDA on Tuesday week and every thing is suddenly real. I have cancer. I do not know what stage. I do not know what the treatments will be. I don't even know if it has been caught in time to really do any thing about it! I cared for my husband at home while he died from cancer, I was in my late 30s then and it was so hard to watch him. I am my Mom,s caregiver as she has cancer (my brother is taking over) and this morning I realized that I too may be ill for awhile. NOT complaining about my life, I have been blessed in so very many ways, just scared and needing to "talk" to someone...........