Jul 29, 2011 - 4:50 pm
I lost my mom a little over 2 yrs ago (uterine cancer) and I've been doing well for the most part as have my sisters, rest of family. Her diagnosis came out of nowhere.. stage IV, thought there were little signs and symptoms that her drs. ignored and we naively believed them. Anyhow, every once in awhile, it happened this week again, I'm going along so well, then a feeling of overwhelming sadness, loss and anger washes over me... and I find myself getting very angry.. and thinking some not so nice thoughts.. why my mother, why cancer.. she was only 79. I work with 2 people whose mothers are well into their 90's, my husband's aunt is 91 and can run circles around most 40 yr olds.. a friends mother is 93 ...Shouldn't I be over this funk by now... I thought 2 yrs was like a magic time frame...