Jun 05, 2011 - 11:54 pm
As some of you know my dad had a bacteria tisue eating infection. well they did surgeriess and its all gone. My dad has now not ate in over a week. The Dr. said chemo isnt a option for my dad because he has lost so much weight and is so weak that one treatment of chemo and it could kill him. Well we found out yesterday that they cant put a feding tube in because he is so far wasted away that it would feed the cancer and do him no good. Without being able to have chemo or a feeding tube, he has maybe a week to live. My dad has been in the hospital for 5 weeks. We are bringing him home to pass away. He knows he is dying but i think he is just waiting for our ok to give up so he can pass on. I have no strength left in me. Feel like i am losing it. I dont know what to do. I'm not ready to say goodbye.