To NPC fighters

Hi, im new so im gonna let it all out. I first got diagnosed við NPC in my neck and a primary tumor in my nasal cavity, when i was 17, in 2006. I got 4x cisplatin and a few other drugs, cant remember the names, and then the 40+ radio therapy. To this day the doctors cant find anything in the primary area witch they think is cancer. In december 2007 i was diagnosed with metastasis in my liver, lungs, spleen and spine. I had 10x of carbogem/gemcarbo and radiation on my the affected spot, and until 2 weeks ago, everything looked good.

During a routine MRI and CT scans, the doctors saw a suspicious spot in me spleen, they decided to take the spleen out and see if it was cancer, wich it turned out to be. Now im going to have another chemo therapy in case there are cancer cells floating around. But after all i did earlyer, i cant help to feel helpless, after all i have gone through. Why has it come back! The spot in the spleen is in a place near another spot where a big metastasis used to be, but it is clear now after the radiation, but the new spot seems to have been there for a year(the doctors didnt spot it until now). This is the third time i get diagnosed with this horrible sickness. I am affraid that there are still cells who will for metastasis in other places

Are people here with stories like mine NPC, is there hope, since 10 cycles of carbogem didnt work, is there anything else i can try?