May 27, 2011 - 10:18 pm
I should have known my husband would have the last words even though he was not aware of his surroundings in the end. I guess he showed everyone he was going out on his terms and that meant "when"... No time for Hospice for him! I'm thinking he had a big ride planned and did't want to hang around waiting for us to finish grieving. OK... Whatever the reason, certainly the doctors and nurses missed the timing on this one...
Bob passed this morning at 5:10, May 27th, 2011
I will miss what he brought into my life, his energy, his strength, his wiseness and patience. I will be lost until I can find myself again... To get to know who I am without him as it has been 14 years of talking in "we" not "I".
My tears come in waves, heavy at times like the ocean, rolling over me suffocating me at times. I'm so glad summer is coming and with it the warmth if the sun as I will be needing it to warm the space next to me.
Thank you all for yor support in my most difficult days ahead.