May 16, 2011 - 7:28 pm
This week is probably the hardest week yet. Tomorrow makes 3 months since Patrick has been gone, and Wednesday the 18th is/was our wedding anniversary. We would have been married 4 years.
I'm all over the place emotionally. Had a spectacularly good day Sunday as I made it through his clothes without too much of an issue. Today I'm sliding into misery.
I went out and bought a guinea pig. I named her Sugar. I guess I need something that needs me and will love me back. My cats are great, don't get me wrong. Needed something to cuddle with.
And I'm so mad. I worked so hard and he left anyway. I know it wasn't my call, and I know he's better now, but dammit WHY? Why did you have to leave me?
I want the world to see you sold a broken dream
They say that time heals a broken heart