May 15, 2011 - 8:23 pm
Tomorrow morning I go for a full body bone scan and this is the most nervous I have been about getting any results back. The results of this determine my choices for treatment options and so far I don't like either of the options that have been run past me... hoping that the bone scan shows less involvement than they are anticipating.
Woke up this morning feeling down, then looked out my bedroom window at sunshine, beautiful snow capped mountains, called up girlfriends and went to brunch at a restaurant along a rushing stream. Changed my whole outlook.. wore my wig, we decided I am Chantal with the wig (a little more sassy), got sunburned on my hairless arms, sat and talked for a couple of hours about everything normal, no cancer! and came home feeling rejuvenated.
Hoping that this feeling carries over through Wednesday when I meet with the Doctor. Wish me luck and prayers for better options!