I have not been on here in a while, just been reading posts that others have written. Just "lurking" as others have said they so sometimes.
Yesterday I was at a meeting, and I looked around the room at all the other people and wondered what it was like when things were so called "normal"? I feel like an alien from another planet right now. I don't feel like I function like other people since this beast called cancer entered my life last year. I am depressed everyday, don't want to go to work, afraid that the days with my mother and grandmother are winding down and don't know if I can handle it when it comes.