I am new here. I am my husbands caregiver and he has esophageal cancer. He has been given about a month. We have been through every treatment possible and we are at the end. No more treatments. We would have been married 30 years in September, we married early and he is only 55. We have one son that is 19. This has been the hardest thing in my life. I just can't believe that I will be alone soon.
I am having such problems of finding what to say to him, what can I say? He is keeping to himself and is angry. I can't do or say anything right and it hurts. He does not want to see us sad, that is a big no no with him. He did say to me today that I do not want to know what he is thinking because he is unhappy. I feel so helpless and lost. I do not want him to go angry and not talking to us. I think he is protecting us but I do not want that. I really need him to talk to us. We need him to.
Does anyone have any words of wisdom on this matter? I want so badly to comfort him,but he seems to want us to stay away from him. It hurts.
I am so upset.