Interesting things always seam to boggle my mind. Like people saying they had enough of comments made by others, I did not get it till today.
What part of Stage 4 Larynx cancer mets to both lungs does some people not get? It is not Lung cancer since it came from LArynx and spread.There is no cure.
My Neice told me today well not to go into it, more or less me feel I do not do enought to help hubby. She said they can just transplate a lung . I wanted to say, you say this to me how dare you. My hubby dx Jan 2009 , She has stopped by once since 2009 and stayed and stayed till I had to feed them or starve, I try to think she is worried about him but Really. I have had enought. That was the straw that broke my back.
After finding out yesterday HUbbys tumor in lung is 19.8 mm in two months, Knowing I am not that educated but am learning more each day. Trying to save my hubby. He is excepted into a program (we hope) for Chemo docetaxel with a pill called AT 101. Trying to find ways to understand all these words and thing. Comming home daughter's car broke down on the off ramp of expressway (thank god a nice young man named Cody help push her car out way). Having to help hubby get things ready to tow the car home. Finding daughter has bad tooth her face swelled so bad I hurried to Er, since Dentist was closed. not eating almost all day cause of running back and forth to get test done for hubby. Get up today from phone call his blood count will not let him into program , so had to take him to Hospital here to have blood drawn. Great him blood was OK.Worried every day till I can not sleep.
What part where I am not doing enough?
Even Debbie Cakes can not help me now I just want to scream........
Sorry guys I love you all... but some days are so hard and what is harder is I can not express the fear, worry, angry feeling I have.