Apr 21, 2011 - 7:28 pm
It has been three months since my dad passed away. My grief is going through various stages, and various feelings. I have been having intense panic attacks whenever I remember that I will not see my dad again in this lifetime. He was 56 when he passed away, I am 28. I feel panic that he won't see me get married, and be there for any more wonderful memories. Tears, panic, intense pain, heartache, devastation... I feel like people thinks I should "be over it" by now. I do not think I will ever truly stop feeling this pain.
I hate this disease. I am so sorry for all we are going through.
I hope you are all finding peace in your heart. Thank you for letting me vent.
With thoughts and prayers,