Apr 02, 2011 - 7:40 pm
It has been 7 months, still not working but trying my best to stay busy and exercising. My daughter and her fiancee live here too, so I am not totally alone. But lately, loneliness has just been on me like crazy. I hate it. And what I hate the most is that I am lonely for male companionship.....and I feel that is probably wrong so soon. And it makes me wonder, did we have a good marriage if I am feeling this way? So many questions and not enough answers and I am guilt ridden!