Mar 13, 2011 - 10:41 am
For well over a month now, even since before Pat passed, I have been avoiding really doing anything in the bedroom we shared. I go in there and I go right back out. I already moved my clothes out of there before he passed as I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep there. I thought I would, but no, just can't.
As everything starts coming together, paperwork pretty much finalized and knowing my time here in this house is coming to a close, I know I can't continue to leave everything for later. I really don't want to leave everything for last minute to try and make a split second decision about everything that's there.
Nighttime is worse, but I have a strange feeling that is when I will end up sorting through everything. I don't want to do this, but I don't want anyone else to, and I don't want help with it. *sighhhhhhh*
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LEAVING ME WITH ALL YOUR CRAP. IT IS TRULY APPRECIATED. Can't say that completely, he gave some things to people he knew. With exception of his tools, which he lent out like a moron and now the a$$hole he lent them to refuses to give them back to me, I still have most of it. With his tools, it's just the point. Not that I would know what to do with them anyway.
Yes, I'm talking in circles. Again, avoidance. How is it I can everything else without batting an eyelash but this I just can't do?