Feb 25, 2011 - 5:33 pm
Hello all. I first entered these boards last year when I received an all clear on my biopsy. I was in remission until, well, I don't know when, but I am not in remission anymore. So, I'm back. I am really struggling because I miscarried in 2009, which led to my diagnosis. I have been trying to have children with my fiance for almost 3 years now, and now I will lose the very thing I need to carry a child. I need to grieve, ok, so yes I know that it's more important that I survive and take care of myself so that I can live. I just really have worked so hard and so long to battle infertility and now this. I already have friends and family doing the "Well, that's too bad, but at least you will live" spiel, so I just need to let it out somewhere that maybe somebody understands.