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mswijiknyc's picture
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Feeling nothing
Lonely empty
You try to walk away but you fall
You cannot understand what's this for

In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I have known

You see my face and then you see nothin'
Confused. you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back and then
Look at yourself and live again

Can't see me. you feel me
Want me. you'll find me
I'll be your everything
When you call
You'll need me more & more
When you fall

In this world I see it more
The pain you feel that I have known

You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back and then
Look at yourself and live again

How many times have you looked
At yourself and felt mistreated
How does it feel to know that
This life of yours is real
All of your life you've been led
To believe your nothin'
So look at yourself and start to live again

You see my face and then you see nothing
Confused you turn and live on
I turn my face
You're staring back and then
Look at yourself and live again

If you don't change you'll be nothin'

So look at yourself and live again

I turn my face
You're staring back and then

So look at yourself and live again

Sevendust "Live Again" from the album Animosity

Patrick passed in the wee hours of the morning today. I left the door open most of the morning so he could go after. This song is his and was playing when his body was taken. It fits him.

I'm not sad that he's gone as his body gave out long before his spirit did. He's at work now and he's happy, so that makes me happy. I'm sure on his break he'll look in on me.

And if smiling is a crime right now, put me in jail. He's free now and we are both at peace.

dennis318's picture
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So Sorry to Hear of you loss, you stuck with the program, and what support he could have none better,he walks with so many others, We are here for you, and thinking of you tonight, burning a candle in his memory. Dennis

DrMary's picture
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in his memory. Cheers, Patrick.

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....ad he lives on in your smile and sense of humor. Love ya, April!

Hal61's picture
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Peace to Patrick, and to you, good wife.


adventurebob's picture
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The way that you've walked through this has been so beautiful to watch. I am saddened and yet so happy that you are both at peace. I too will have a beer in his honor this evening. God bless you for taking such good care of our cancer brother. Well done. Now rest.


Irishgypsie's picture
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My thoughts are with you right now. What lovely words. I'm saddened and tearful for your loss! I HATE CANCER!!!! :(

stevenl's picture
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Beautiful post. I hope that someone will care as much for me. Prayers are going up for you.


sweetblood22's picture
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April, that was a beautiful post. I too will light a candle for Patrick tonight.



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I also am saddened to hear this news. In the years B.C. (Before Cancer), I never would have believed that hearing of the loss of someone that I did not even know would affect me at all. However, I think that all of us who are in this epic fight share a common bond and we tend to feel each other's pain much more than most people do. It certainly sounds like you fought the good fight and I wish you peace.


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Patrick is with you and in you, and will always be...

I also will have a candle lit for you an Patrick tonight.

Thoughts and Prayers,

Hondo's picture
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Beautiful Words to remember Patrick by but my heart is sadden by this news.
Candle lit in Memory of Patrick


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April what a lovely tribute to Patrick. I am sad to hear he has passed. However, happy he is at peace. My thought's & prayer's are with you.
God Bless

Greg53's picture
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So saddened to hear about Patrick. Positive thoughts being sent for both of you.


rush1958's picture
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I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of Patrick. My thoughts and prayers are with you tonight.


Jimbo55's picture
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Peace be with you both. Such sad news for you and everyone here. Cheers


charles55's picture
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I am so sorry for your loss. But I am so thankful for the walk you and Patrick did with us here. God bless you both.

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Liz K.
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So so sorry. Peace to you both.

JUDYV5's picture
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Everyone will eventually die, but to accept it with such dignity is amazing. You are an inspiration. - Judy

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Glenna M
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I am sorry to hear about Patrick's passing but it is comforting to know that you are both at peace now.

My best to you,

scottied's picture
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I am so sorry for your loss

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You and Patrick are an inspiration to us all. Patrick is at peace and will always be with you. May God Bless You

luv4lacrosse's picture
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So sorry to hear, but he is no longer in pain.

God Bless you


swartpb's picture
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Hi April, you are a special woman for standing by your man right to the end.
You're an angel!
God bless us all

mswijiknyc's picture
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knows that spirits and things we cannot see or explain are alive and well. Patrick is going to be just fine and will make sure that I am too.

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Pam M
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Clearblue put it perfectly: "Tears and smiles". Love

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So sorry to hear about your loss. Sending lots of prayers.

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I went out for a fish fry tonite and ordered a beer & yes, I said "here's to you Patrick"! My sister said "who's Patrick"? And I told her he's the new Irish guy in heaven who's looking down and saying "what the heck she's drinking a Miller lite?" Sorry Patrick, but I just don't like those dark irish beers.
April, hope your doing okay. The days ahead of you will be hard to go through, but think of all of us who have gone through this and know that we're here for you when you need to talk.
Take care. "Carole"
P.S. If Tom sees Patrick, he'll gladly have a beer with him cause he loved Irish beer.

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Beautiful song, he died with dignity. That's how I want to go. I love your positive energy and your understanding and acceptance of his passing. Death isn't an ending, it's a beginning. Sending love and positive thoughts your way. Shelly

buzz99's picture
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My heart goes out to you at the loss of your Patrick. May you have comfort in knowing he is no longer suffering. God Bless you.

Pumakitty's picture
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I am so sorry to hear this news, but please believe that Patrick is still with you.

Lots of hugs being sent your way!


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How intensly beautiful.Tears and smiles.
Every word posted by your friends on this post is sent with thoughts and love for you.
You take care.

hawk711's picture
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So Sorry for your loss......I will say a prayer for you tonight, asking for guidance and strength going forward....
all the best,

Scambuster's picture
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Very saddened to hear this news of Patrick. Your strength is an inspiration. may we all learn from you.


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Prayers and Love to you.

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