Feb 17, 2011 - 6:39 am
I am currently in Remission or should I say my cancer is gone:). I had to have an ilesctomy(sp) done back in March 2009. In Januray 2010 they "reconnected" me. That was the time I was looking forward to, I was counting down the days, the months etc. Well since I had the reversal done, I had or have been having second thoughts. I was feeling like my bathroom was my second home. I didnt like going places with my childern/friends. It seems finally within the last month or so, I am getting better about going places. Of course since I cant control my bowel movements at all, I do take my "diaper" bag with a change of clothes with us. Even my lil ones will make sure I have it. :). Anyway I wanted to know how many or does anyone else have the issue of not being able to control the bowel movements?. Anyone that has to wear diapers 24 hrs 7 days straight? When I do go out I also have to take my meds with me.
I hate to say this, but I honestly feel, I would rater be wearing diapers than not being here at all.