Feb 16, 2011 - 10:01 am
What to do? Feel like I'm stuck and don't know which way to go. What to say, how to say it if I actually knew what to say.
It's gotten to the point I just don't know how to live anymore. There is no more normalcy, old or new. I feel like a robot. Every morning its a quick scan of the checklist of how to be upbeat, positive and put on that smiley face.
It's like standing in an empty landscape looking for something familiar and there is none. Frozen in fear of trying to decide which way is home when you know home is gone.
I care for her well being in every way and am fighting tooth and nail to make her life as "NORMAL" (hahha yea right)as circustances will allow.
...but man am I PISSEDOFF at life or nature or whatever God there is.
None of this makes any sense. Murderers, rapist, pedophiles living long lives roaming free and behind bars, and she gets a damned death sentence.
Oh yea, it's an understatement to say I'm PISSEDOFF.