Jan 31, 2011 - 10:29 am
Hi dear hearts... I've had one of those very tough weeks. The carbo/gemzar hit me especially hard and I've not even been able to respond to posts. I don't understand my body's different reaction from one infusion to another of the same combo. I'm upright this AM for the first in a week, but I can't even fathom that I'm supposed to go back tomorrow for the gemzar portion of this. I just don't know what direction to go or where to draw the strength from to continue these endless treatments which leave me a couple of days a month of feeling somewhat ok.
ok, ok, ok...... enough... thanks for listening to me whine and sometimes I think we just need a good cry. Please know that you are all in my thoughts and I'm thinking of you and sending out vibes for reductions in those d**m CA-125's! I don't know what I would do without you all.