Jan 14, 2011 - 12:21 am
For almost one year, I never had enough time for myself, while being My Love's caregiver. Now that he is gone I seem to have all the time in the world! And I struggle to find something to do to fill the hours. My family and friends say that I should take time to "take care of myself".
So tonight I decided to color my hair. The gray took over during the past few weeks! Darn it all, guess who used to do my "touch ups"? You guessed it, My Love! The list appears to be endless as to what I will be doing alone now.
I hope that everyone here can begin to see a rainbow one day soon. This blanket of sadness is getting overwhelming.
Thank you for "listening",