To all my CSN friends,
I thought I was doing pretty good since this is the first Christmas without my hubby, Tom. But started having a hard time last night and today isn't any better. I suppose this is normal, but just wish I had his arms around me right now. There's probably a few more of you who are feeling the same way, right? All I wish is for this holiday season to be over. Can't wait to turn on the radio and hear regular music again.
Christmas day I'm going to my sisters and I know that will be hard. But Christmas day is going to be worse cause I'll be with my 3 kids & spouses & grandkids, but there;s going to be an empty spot & I know I am going to break down. It'll be hard for the kids too and I'm sure once we all cry for awhile it'll be okay.
Well, I could ramble on cause when I'm on this site I feel like we are all so close. So guess I better start doing something to help me relax.
Hope you all who are fighting this darn disease & all of you survivors, caregivers & those who have lost someone they loved, have as best of Christmas that they can.
God Bless you all! "Carole" (Mana, as my grandkids call me)