I was just diagnosed this week with cervical cancer. I have a lot of pain in the pelvis, have been bleeding for days and have already been in the ER twice. I am suppose to call the oncologist on Monday so the ER doc basically told me to take the meds and try to sleep until then. I am so affraid that the pain means my days are at an end. The scan yesterday showed a large mass in my cervics and into my uterus and 2 big masses on the pelvic wall. I'm so scared I can't stop crying or thinking "I don't want to die!"
The statistics scared me even more so I am trying to not look at them any more. I have to make it..I just have to. My husband is taking emergency leave and will finally be here tomorrow..up until now my 13 year old daughter has been helping me and going to the hospital with me. She seems strong but I know she is just as in shock as I am. The positive stories of survival on here help! I hope I will have a survival story soon as well. The largest tumor in the cervics and uterus is almost 9cm. The one on the pelvic wall is 2.4. Is this still operable? I so hope so..I want the pain gone and this thing out of my body as soon as possible. Since it is so large will chemo be first? The waiting and not nowing is making this so hard. I need help..oh my I am so scared I can only cry.