Dec 15, 2010 - 3:56 pm
this is my first time posting. but i met my boyfriend five months ago at work. since the beginning he has been straight up about his cancer. we have officially been together for two months now. he battles with morning sickness everyday. he can't even eat without getting sick. he gets really bad fevers. he started treatments not too long ago but it seems as though the rituxan isn't working on him. he seems to just be frustrated or in denial. he feels as though the doctors don't know what they are doing and he's just a big experiment. today he has decided to refuse any further treatment. i'm taking this really hard because i feel like he is giving up on life. we're both 21 years old. i often ask myself what i got myself into, but for some reason i feel like i was put in his life for a reason. i'm just taking it really hard cause now i feel like our time together is limited. i wish he would just swallow his pride and give in to treatments.