Things I hate about my treatment (and things I am thankful for)

Buckwirth
Buckwirth Member Posts: 1,258 Member
edited March 2014 in Colorectal Cancer #1
On Friday I go in for my fourth PET/CT. With a little luck there will be no hot spots.

I hate that it hurts like hell every time I take a crap

I am thankful that my wife takes good care of me

I hate that my feet and fingers have gone numb

I am thankful that my cancer has not spread past a distant lymph node

I hate my port, and what it stands for

I am thankful that they did not use my arm for chemo

I hate that I will not be Diamond level on Delta next year

I am thankful that my company provided insurance that covered all of my medical expenses this year

I hate the chemo room

I am thankful for the friends I made there

I hate that I will be on chemo again

I am thankful that I am still here

Lastly, I am thankful for all of you. I do not post often, but I am often lurking. Each message of hope, regardless of who it is meant for, carries a message of hope for me.

Comments

  • AnneCan
    AnneCan Member Posts: 3,673 Member
    Buckwirth
    Very nice post!
  • herdizziness
    herdizziness Member Posts: 3,624 Member
    What a wonderful Post
    You said it all hun.
    Winter Marie
  • Crow71
    Crow71 Member Posts: 679 Member
    Well said brother
    I hate it that you have cancer.
    I'm hopeful that your scan will be good.
  • Kerry S
    Kerry S Member Posts: 606 Member
    Buckwirth

    You sure as hell don’t post much, but when you do, you say a hell of a lot with a very few words.

    Glad you are with us as we do need each other.

    Kerry
  • christinecarl
    christinecarl Member Posts: 543 Member
    Awesome post, I think we can
    Awesome post, I think we can all relate to these
  • msccolon
    msccolon Member Posts: 1,917 Member
    awesome post
    Thank you for this! I love the followup of hope for every hate in this post. Sounds like you have an awesome attitude, which will bring you a long way!
    mary
  • plh4gail
    plh4gail Member Posts: 1,238 Member
    Thank you!
    You made me teary. That was so true and to the point and I think you said it for a lot of us. I appreciate your sharing!

    Gail
  • geotina
    geotina Member Posts: 2,111 Member
    Buck:
    What a wonderful post.

    I hate the smell of the chemo room
    I am grateful for the wonderful oncology nurses tending to my husband

    Take care - Tina
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331 Member
    geotina said:

    Buck:
    What a wonderful post.

    I hate the smell of the chemo room
    I am grateful for the wonderful oncology nurses tending to my husband

    Take care - Tina

    Nice post man!
    I hate my hospital.
    I'm grateful they saved my life!
    Hugs mate!
  • pepebcn
    pepebcn Member Posts: 6,331 Member
    geotina said:

    Buck:
    What a wonderful post.

    I hate the smell of the chemo room
    I am grateful for the wonderful oncology nurses tending to my husband

    Take care - Tina

    Nice post man!
    I hate my hospital.
    I'm grateful they saved my life!
    Hugs mate!