Oct 15, 2010 - 6:43 am
Some days I can do things around the house, and then all of a sudden the tears start. I look at something that was Dale's and cry. He has only been gone a month and 1/2. I can't believe he is not here, he left me. I had Dale's memorial on 9-29, since then no one has called. I guess they are all back in their own little worlds. After the private family memorial, there was a gathering for friends at the local bar. What amazes me, is there were people there who never came to me and said hello, or I'm sorry. I don't understand. To me it's like a slap in the face. I'm the widow, I lived with him for 12 years, I took care of him till he took his dying breath, and I get nothing in return. How sad. I'm really trying to let this go as ignorance on their part, but my heart is broken. I just had to vent, as most of you here are grieving too. Only you can understand, no one else to talk to. Today is a new day, will try to move forward, taking small steps and thinking good memories.