Oct 04, 2010 - 2:00 pm
Hey no offense to people that are younger and older; we are all in the same boat! CANCER SUCKS and we are all picking up the pieces of our broken hearts and our broken lives; trying to figure out how to survive after cancer!! Was wondering about a new thread that focuses on 30-40 somethings!!!! I am 39 and am single; I was engaged twice but for reasons both did not pan out. Now I am trying to beat Tonsil cancer and want to move on with my life. I'm so afraid that I may never get married or have children. I have the career thing g\down so I am happy with that; but before I die I would like to have a successful relationship that includes marriage and possible children. I want a family of my own!! :((
But now I feel like Charlie in the box from Ruldoplh and only belong on the island of misfit toys! Like the cartoon says nobody wants to play with a charlie in the box!!! I feel like what woman would whant to risk a relationship with a cancer survivor; but then again I guess Lance Armstrong was able to do it. I guess it just takes time!!
Charles in the box!!