Sep 28, 2010 - 7:32 pm
I just need some advice and encouraging words to help me to stay positive. I had surgery to remove scar tissue and I have started using vaginal dialators. The onc gyn gave me a med and large size and that only frustrated me because they couldn't fit! I did receive an extra small and a small when I went back for a follow-up. I've been using the small and I can finally get it completely in, but I've been trying to use the medium and it's a lost cause. Am I ever going to stretch beyond the small dialator. I feel like I'll never be the same. I've been starting to get depressed because I'm not seeing much results at all. I have to make it to the large size if I ever want to have sex with hubby again. I can't even deal with the medium size, never mind using the large.
Is there anyone out there who can give me some guidance or hope so that I don't lose what little I have left???
Any advice would be greatly appreciated!