Sep 28, 2010 - 10:43 am
It didn't take long for me to begin to despise that term.
Normal in any shape , form or fashion is gone. With it went spontaneous interaction. Nothing just happens any more, everything is calculated and thought out before hand.
What I say, how I say it, when (if) I say it ........ ! ! !
Everything has become a chore, no feelings of doing things because you want to. Going through your days trying to act "NORMAL" when you know it isn't. A tenseness always enveloping your waking hours, sleep is a joke and between worry and guilt, well thats the new normal.
The new normal means your life will be lived like you're a passenger in a car wreck that won't end. You know there's a big bang coming and you're helpless to stop it.
Every day begins and ends with one long and heavy
The new normal is loving and hating life in the same breath.